The Bickering

You know what makes a great nic-fit trigger? Bickering. Like over clothes thrown on the floor from the night before at 2 a.m. while half asleep. Bickering with someone else who's nic-fitting. Lolll. It's a good thing I love him. Phew. This is a short one, just needed to take my mind off the fit.

:) Om hari krishna jesus oh mary mother of *&?%$.

Time stamp : 19 hours 44 minutes

The Munchies

One of my most favourite yet most feared "side effects" , if you will, of quitting is the munchies.

I have eaten so far today : 1 apple, 2 eggs with cheese, 2 clementines with chocolate sauce, 2 handfuls of Tater tots and bbq sauce (random, I know, but I saw them in the freezer and I just had to!) Oh, I also ate 2 Lindor chocolates.

I know it's not a lot, but come on, that's a RANDOM menu! (And it still hasn't made the craving go away, so note: food does not replace cigarette.) Mitch is going to go get some dinner at the grocery store. I have no idea what to get. I want to eat healthy, but with him being sick, I don't want us to have to cook. Agh, this is why ordering food was so easy!

Punch in. Day One. (Ugh)

The sole purpose of this page is because not 15 minutes ago I made my boyfriend swear he wouldn't tell anyone about our little promise. And now I have to tell someone. So I'll tell the emptiness of this space.

WE'RE QUITTING SMOKING.

How ridiculous a little thing to keep secret, but this is why: I quit everything, even quitting. My longest success period was just over 1 year. And then I caved and believed myself by saying 'Just one'. That was 3 years ago.

I started smoking when I was 13 years old, so that's nearly 17 years (minus one). 16 years. And yeah, I had started because I wanted to be cool. And it was. And now my entire apartment stinks like my grandparents house.

I'm also a singer, so the Duh Factor there is pretty big.

I'm also an asthmatic. Yeah. There's that Duh Factor again.

So basically this is where I'll allow myself to spill my guts about the Quit (among other things). If ever ANYONE at all decides to read this, feel free to ask me questions. It entertains me and, well let's face it, I'll be a ball of energy for the next few days, so keep me entertained.

Smoke free : 11 hours, 6 minutes